Rabu, 1 Disember 2010

i am back...

it's been so long since the last time i wrote something in this blog.. so many things happen.. so many stories to share.. but yet.. nothing .. nothing... huhuhu..

today.. mama and bapa is going back from mecca.. so happy for them to finally return.. really miss them much.. but yet.. so angry.. so mad.. so busy.. every little bit of emotion blend in one in one morning..

yesterday.. while driving home from work.. i was listening to Mariah carey.. "When I Saw You".. i sang to that song... then suddenly tears dropping from my eyes.. i was sobbing in my car.. ironic isn't it???

till yesterday.. i suddenly realised that i really miss my parents.. especially my mama.. i never know that i could really love her that much..

when she was home.. i always getting into arguement with her.. yelling at her like she was like my sister or something.. i always mocked her when she said something i don't like.. oh.. what a nasty daughter i have been.. bad than nasty.. i am a daughter from hell... i guess.. or worse than that.. :(..

well.. today they are coming home.. flight delayed.. they shoud be at the airport at 8.00 am today.. but since the delayed.. i dont know when are they going to land ..

i want to meet them at the airport... really want to meet them there.. but .. my big bully "laki" don't want to go there.. he said just wait at home.. it is still the same.. said who???? i was mad... really mad.. these are my parents.. i love them.. i want to meet them there.. to kiss them.. to hold them.. to show 2 months old khuzaimi to them.. i know they really miss hazimi and khuzaimi.. but that big bully person didn't care..

and.. i am still MAD!!!!..

and.. khuzaimi is crying... till then i guess... :)

2 ulasan:

LeeYo berkata...

1st..welkam bek.. hmm same old awang jg ah... sabarrr ika.. we do LOVE our parents ba..eventhough there are times they irritated us..or we irritated them..hmmm...

Ika berkata...

thanks leo...
tu lah.. same old awang... *sigh*...
yesss... betul... deep down we do LOVE our parents walaupun selalunya we didnt realize until it was too late... nasib baik aku cepat sedar... lepas ni aku janji.. ndak mau lagi jadi daughter from hell...
:(